SaipanhaydenA conversation with griefThe sun is behind the mountains — lighting the sky, and pushing against the sturdy shadow of rock. It’s beautiful.Apr 9Apr 9
SaipanhaydeninShelter MeSelf-abandonment: I’m the villain“You yourself told us that in the final analysis we are our own betrayers, playing Judas to our own Christ” ― Azar Nafisi, Reading Lolita…May 26, 2023May 26, 2023
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Saipanhayden“What I love” project forThe week before my daughter died, she asked me to compile a list of 100 things I love — and why. She gave explicit instructions. She had a…Feb 18, 2023Feb 18, 2023
SaipanhaydenUntangling power and submissionIt seems that I usually find the trail of breadcrumbs leading to my destination after I’ve already arrived. Oddly, something about that is…Oct 31, 2022Oct 31, 2022
SaipanhaydenWhat to do with painI took my daughter to the ER today. The ambulance came and I rode with her to the hospital. I watched as they moved her in a chair towards…Oct 12, 20221Oct 12, 20221